I’m actually quite a good writer
Not one but two first readers sent me rave reviews of what I can now reasonably call my second novel. My almost-finished second novel, that is. A handful of other people are still reading it, so my joy may yet be stamped out, but when I fixed a typo that someone had alerted me to I started reading right there, in the middle, and read on to the end (when I ought to have been in bed), and there was some really good writing there.
The advantage of sending something out to readers and waiting for comments is, of course, that I can keep myself from looking at it for a few weeks without guilt. If I’d decided not to look at it without having something to wait for I’d have felt uneasy about it, and perhaps opened the file and worried at it every once in a while, and Little Voice saying “it sucks! It all sucks! Tee hee!” wouldn’t have shut up.

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